i’ve updated my entry “Sonia”=wisdom.. posting the source url of “name meaning”

have a look …

enjoy..

this is wht my name means..

You are an inspiring leader whose originality, creativity and wisdom are applied to creating practical solutions to “unsolvable” problems. Humanitarian and idealistic your vision is to make the world a better place and you will work to this end. Hardworking and tenacious people admire you for your honesty and integrity. You are a loved and loyal friend and partner. Your have the potential to achieve enormous success in the world.

Source URL: Find out what ur name means..

date: 21st sept..2005
time: 2:10am

am sick,, flu cough fever..
Temp: 101F noted at 1:45am
Med: taking antibiotics

after ma aftari i went to sabiha’s engagement.. im not gonna write detailz here coz im simply feeling pathetic at the moment.. bushra wanted me to come so i had to..afterwise i was feeling damn sick.. n there i wasnt able to decide how to react…i was smiling..inside crying.. n this is wht i really abhor.. i hate facing such situations… anyways..im happy for her.. God bless her always.. n her fiance as welll..

hmm.. i donno where the hell im getting this feeling.. “i hate myself” .. somewhere somehow i have started hating myself for wht im..n for wht ppl have made me.. feeling so pitiable, awfull n fraustrated .. wanna write each n every feeling but i wont;.. coz this too is gonna be an issue.. i badly want someone here with me.. n this too is the feeling i hate.. u know this feeling crop up the feeling of “having a sister”.. i wish i had one.. *sigh* .. but see such a pity..i cant even express THIS feeling in front of anyone..not even my parents.. anyways.. better not ask me anything.. u ppl know how am i like..i’ll be ok soon.. and PLZ dont make this entry an issue..its just the fraustration that speaks..

anyways.. tc…babye..

my dadi is home.. Mashallah se..
my nanoo is coming nws tomorrow.. she isn’t my nano actually..she’s my cousin’s nanu.. but i really admire this lady.. her courage.. her will power. her stimina..n everything.. she has faced so much hardships in life.. His son is not supportive.. she is financially weak.. a heart patient.. but still she faces all this with so much patience n courage. i truly admire her for this.. and when she isn’t here I miss the laddu games we play.. her stories n jokes..:)

Recent watch :: Salaam namastay.. such a pathetic movie.. ok saif was good.. pretty was ok too.. songs were lovely.. Melbourne ahemm .. but story. Yuck!! Totally unrealistic.. !! I was expecting a lot from this movie.. but.. anyways if u still want u can waste ur 3hrs.. coz I know u will.. :p

Recent download :: recently downloaded Ustab Nusrat fetch ali’s song.. “tera bina nai lagda dil mera” .. I loveeeeeeee this song..

Phir se pyar ka dhoka khaya ja sakta tha..
dil ka kia hia dil bahlaya ja sakta tha…
kyon wapis na aya ja kar woh jane..
lekin us ke pass to jaya ja sakta tha..
gar na hota moom ke sourat dil apna..
gham ke souraj se takraya ja sakta tha..
eik tumhara sath agar mil gata to..
sarri duniya se takraya ja sakta tha..
logo ne mujrim tehraya man lia!
akhir kis kis ko samghaya ja sakta tha..
le doba jab ankho ko tufaan “Batool”
kesay dil ka shehar bachaya ja sakta tha..

~ Fakhra Batool

it rained today!!!!!!!! yaaaaaaaaaahhh.. i loveeeeee rain.. … it was like 12 noon when my mom woke me up.. she was like..”shonayyy beta uth jao dekho barish ho rahe hia”" .. n i was like “haeeeeeen bariissssssssh” .. then i brushed my teeth.. n went upstairs with my cousins.. had fun.. sang almost all “rain theme” songs i knew.. danced ehehehe.. was sooooooooo much fun.. i wanted to go out..but my dad took the car.. bad luck.. then hmm i played atif’s song on my pc.. ” woh bhege bhege yadain”.. had pakoras with chai.. hayyyyyyyyee….

Then my khala called me from lahore.. she saw me in her dream last night.. n was missing me.. so she just called up.. Loveeeee u khala.. *muaahh* ..

ok well my dadi is feeling well now..Mashallah se.. quite relaxed now.. she’ll be home tomorrow or day after..

phewwwwwwww.. tireed.. ok ending this entry with a ghazal.. donno the name of t he poet.. but it surely is one of my fav.

“Teray Firaq Kay Lamhay Shumaar Kartay Hoay” _____________________________________________

Teray Firaq Kay Lamhay Shumaar Kartay Hoay,
Bikhar Gay Hain Tera Intezar Kartay Hoay.

Tu Main Bhi Khush Hooon Koi Ussay Ja Kay Keh Dena,
Agar Woh Khush Hai Mujhe Beqarar Kartay Hoay.

Main Muskurata Hoa Aaenay Main Ubhar Aon GA,
Woh Ro Paray Gi Achanak Singhar Kartay Hoay.

Tumhin Khabar Hi Nahi Hai Koi Tooth Gaya Hai,
Mohabbaton Ko Bhout Paidar Kartay Hoay.

Woh Keh Rahi Thi Samandar Nahi Hain Ankhin Hain,
Main In Main Doob Gaya Aitbar Kartay Hoay.

Mujhe Kabhar Thi Kay Ab Laut Kar Na Aon GA,
Tujhko Yaad Kia Dard Par Kartay Hoay…

My DaDi (grandmother).:: she isn’t feeling well.. am tensed coz of her..
i love her so much.. hope she gets well soon.. Ameen..

Fame Gurukul:: Shamit is out.. :’( it is so shocking.. its totally unbelievable..
how cud arijit do this to his shamit bhaiya.. arrghh..shamit voted out against monica..:@
damnnnnnnn these ppl.. why the hell ILA ma’am got angry on arijit,
when she was the 1st one to take sandeep in instead of shamit..
im feeling very bad for shamit.. not to mention he was my fav contestant in FG..
but anyways show has to move on.. shamittt now i hope arpita n rex win..

You can checkout more abt shamit by visiting the following link.. must watch “Parineeta gana wala video” n punjabi song “kava kavah”

http://famegurukul.sify.com/contestants/shamit/

Movie Watch :: I saw sarkar last night… such a nice movie..amitab was superb!!

exclusive!! :: abhijeet sawant’s “kia tujhe pata hai ke” .. so so hai..

Currently watching :: video of Incomplete by BSB.. looks more like a fuzon song.. compare the videos of “Teray bina” n “incomplete” .. copy cats.. lolz :p

First entry offcourse is dedicated to my introduction.. my name? Sonia Mughal.. proud punjabian.. Will be 21 on this 29th oct..am a TOTAL scorpion..having all the qualities of it.. (bad as well) .. I’ve completed my BA and into final year of BS (hons). Future plans? donnoo.. im so unpredictable.. it keeps on changing..

my hobbies? hmm surfing the web, discussion forums, music, reading (these days).. n talking!!
my habits? Good offcourse is nothing.. bad? my temper!! i wish i cud change it.. but cant help it.. im so short tempered.. i know i hurt ppl arround me.. especially those who love me.. :s .. but i don’t find anyway out..

My nature? thats a difficult question..coz as i said im very unpredictable.. im caring on the other hand im very careless! im loving, jovial, yet rude n selfish.. (thats true, i know i’m!!) .. i can’t write MYSELF in words.. coz its just too difficult..

Abt this BLOG!!! Well i won’t be able to update daily.. i’ll try to write SOMETHING once or twice a week.. my entries wud be containing casual stuff rather than thoughts n meditations.. you will find my entries quite boring.. (for sure) .. but see i CAN’T and i DON’T want to share my PERSONALS (feelings) like this..

Outro :: Am off.. i need to sleep now. .leave some comments.. i’ll really encourage me to write..

tc..babye…