.. fragile heart

Ok ppl here’s a long awaited update.. man I was so damn busy.. imagine if u have to prepare for a wedding in 5 days.. dresses, make up, footwear, dacor, n everything.. phr guests at home for like a week.. It was hectic.. overall shadi went good Mashallah se.. Valima (gathering) is going to be after EID..

Mayoun:: It was on 20th oct.. we (all the GIRLS) of our family went hyd.. I was in no mood to go.. I cried coz I didn’t had anything GOOD to wear.. but my cousins insisted n my dad wanted me to go.. that’s why I did.. finally, I wore a mehndi color suit.. hmm phr we left for hyd.. my battery went flat.. it was so irritating.. On the whole function was ok..

Mehndi :: mehndi was at our place next day.. God we had soooooooo much fun.. singing dancing n being crazy like anything.. I wore a green yellow combination choridar pajama and short shirt.. wid same combination choriyan.. I was looking good (thanks God I was satisfied).. there was a bit of crying on the day as well coz there was no-one to put mehndi on my hands.. n since it was Friday all the parlour were close.. anyways I managed.. function was great.. (Mashallah)

Shadi (barat) :: and the tragic story continues.. Everything was messed up.. my lehnga..make up..n everything.. I wanted to cry badly.. but I didn’t.. ok well.. we left home at 9pm for hyd (too late) .. oh btw I forgot to mention hyd is on 2 hr drive from nws.. ok then hmm we were on the spot at 12.. all the arrangements there were cool.. both Dulha n dulhan were looking great (Mashallah) .. It was like 5:15am when we got back home.. all was so tiring..

Valima :: we had a get together at home… not EXACTLY valima..it was sorta get together next day of barat.. I was so satisfied with my dressing.. all the arrangements were superb..

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My Birthday:: last night I got callz from everywhere.. my friends family relatives.. almost everyone called.. u know u feel so special when someONES close to u remember ur bday.. callz u or even a SMS is worth million.. first one to wish was Samir.. he wished me like 10mints b4 12.. then my cozn.. phr soby.. bushra didn’t called, she’s in khi n well ok I understand she might not be in a position to call..or might be having some problem… anyways I understand coz she is always the first one to call.. (pahle dafa ke galti maf :d) …ehehe that’s wht I said to her on her bday.. (I wasn’t able to call her at 12 :$)

Ok next.. hmm erum sms’ed.. (thank u so so much.. I know u have problems calling at late hrs..but u remembered that’s wht counts.. ) .. she also called me in the morning.. phr got callz from my cousins.. friends.. got loads of sms’s as well.. hina sms’ed.. ( thanks hina..) u know u really feel loved, when someone who is not in touch remembers ur bday.. it feels great.. .. thanks sammah, honey, madiha, and hammad for ur sms.. (sammah just called… ) .. thank u umar zubair farrukh adnan for ur wishes.. thanks khala.. … thanks anum n marina.. for the gift.. thank u aunty for wishing.. n bina chachi.. I hope im not forgetting anyone.. oh yeah shagufta.. thanks dear..

Oh n btw im not celebrating my bday today.. hmmm well… bushra isn’t here.. n erum will be leaving for hyd tomorrow.. so might invite all my friends after eid.. n as far as eid shopping is concerned.. I havn’t bought anything yet.. might wear valima wala suit.. let’s see anyways..

Wht else wht else.. hmmm ummmmm uhmm..

Recent Read :: recently read this novel by Paulo Coelho.. “Devil and the miss prym” .. another bestseller by this author.. in this novel author has distinguished b/w good n evil so beautifully.. “a evil is an evil.. it cannot bring good into your lives.. for some time it might be fascinating.. but at the end you’ll learn that evil can not bring happiness..”

Synopsis::

A parable of good and evil. The stranger is haunted by a tragic past and arrives in the little village carrying a fortune in gold and accompanied by the devil. He confronts the youngest person of the village, the Chantal Prym. A test, the villagers must commit an evil act, a murder, to receive the reward “the gold”. The test is to prove or unprove his thesis that “given the right set of circumstances every human being on this earth would be willing to commit evil”. Chantal must decide to tell the village of the awful test, and fight her own temptation to simply take the gold and escape the stifling village. The tension builds as she and the villagers decide their actions and Coelho skillfully keeps the final outcome totally hidden until the end.

Few lines not to miss:

Life does not look back. A week is more than enough time for us to decide whether or not to accept our destiny.

I am a man who walks the earth with a devil at his side, in order to drive him away or to accept him once and for all.

Ok ppl..time to wind up.. will start preparing Aftari now..Inshallah..

Take care,

- Sonia

only 1 day until my 21st birthday

my univ vacations r extended till 31st oct due to the recent earthquake in pakistan.. im so boreed at home..i know i know we r never satisfied with the way things r.. coming semesters will be hectic for sure.. 2 last ones.. yuppiieee… 3yrs spent in no time.. aaah.. i had a good 3yr time in univ.. i surely be taking some good n bad memories wid me at the end of it..

back r those sleepless nights.. i donno why im not getting proper sleep.. but then its obvious, i sleep at 2am.. coz of problems at home .. (my dadi + my chacho’s wedding, which is in next week.. coz of my dadi’s tabyat..) .. then have to wake up for sehri at 4am.. help mom.. i never used to help mom in sehri laterly.. but this time i have to coz she herself isnt feeling good.. hmm then sleep at 5:30 approx.. phr have to wake up at 7am to send my cozn to schoool.. she is wid me these days.. n that’s worst.. aahh….finally after sending her to school i sleep at 8 n wake up like 12am..over all i sleep more than 7 hrs.. but the distrubance in b/w is hectic..

Shugufta n Ali :: both were my school friends.. their love life is like 10+yrs old.. Mashallah se. finally they r getting engaged in dec.. i’m so happy for them.. it was something impossible..but both of them managed to get wht they wanted.. i wish both of them very best of everything..

Pak EarthQuake:: Plz ppl move forward n donate as generously as u can.. make sure you are donating to right ppl.. coz these geo, ary, pukar, edhi etc are not working in remote areas.. in spite of having tons of good , ppl there r still dying coz of hunger.. Donate to someone you know, who is reliable n trustworthy.. I’ve heard these PIA ppl r doing a great job.. they r providing food, meds etc to remote areas.. plz donate to right ppl.. donate whtever u can.. as single penny counts.. if you want to work as a volunteer then best ppl to contact are PIA.. reach for PIA scotts near u.. they r many other trustworthy organizations.. u can contact them as welll..

Plz pray that things go well.. Allah hum sab pe apna raham karay. Ameen

its beeen quite a while since i updated.. im so lazy.. hmm to start off.. first of all.. Ramazan KAreem to all of u.. God bless all of us.. n our families.. my rozas r going fine Alhamdulillah..

my dadi is in hospital.. quite worried abt her.. I hope she gets well soon.. *Ameen*..

Earthquake: INNA LILLAHI WA INNA ILAIHI RAJIUN to all the victims who have passed away because of this natural disaster. it indeed is really sad.. Mony was there in margalla towers at the time of earthquake.. Thanks God he is fine.. n so he is his family..n all of my relatives..

Khi tour: i was in khi last week..for shadi shopping.. it was soo hectic.. i bought 4 suits in all.. eik for mehndi, one for barat.. one for eid..n one for my daily wear.. i still have to buy valima suit.. n am all confused..

Birthdays:

Birthday of Saleem bhai which was on 1st oct..
Tabinda..on 5th oct.. Happpy birthday to both of them..

hey just 18 days to go for my bday.. :d ..