thoughts.., routine stuff.., Announcements/news.October 29, 2005 4:10 pm

Ok ppl here’s a long awaited update.. man I was so damn busy.. imagine if u have to prepare for a wedding in 5 days.. dresses, make up, footwear, dacor, n everything.. phr guests at home for like a week.. It was hectic.. overall shadi went good Mashallah se.. Valima (gathering) is going to be after EID..

Mayoun:: It was on 20th oct.. we (all the GIRLS) of our family went hyd.. I was in no mood to go.. I cried coz I didn’t had anything GOOD to wear.. but my cousins insisted n my dad wanted me to go.. that’s why I did.. finally, I wore a mehndi color suit.. hmm phr we left for hyd.. my battery went flat.. it was so irritating.. On the whole function was ok..

Mehndi :: mehndi was at our place next day.. God we had soooooooo much fun.. singing dancing n being crazy like anything.. I wore a green yellow combination choridar pajama and short shirt.. wid same combination choriyan.. I was looking good (thanks God I was satisfied).. there was a bit of crying on the day as well coz there was no-one to put mehndi on my hands.. n since it was Friday all the parlour were close.. :( anyways I managed.. function was great.. (Mashallah)

Shadi (barat) :: and the tragic story continues.. Everything was messed up.. my lehnga..make up..n everything.. :( I wanted to cry badly.. but I didn’t.. ok well.. we left home at 9pm for hyd (too late) .. oh btw I forgot to mention hyd is on 2 hr drive from nws.. ok then hmm we were on the spot at 12.. all the arrangements there were cool.. both Dulha n dulhan were looking great (Mashallah) .. It was like 5:15am when we got back home.. all was so tiring..

Valima :: we had a get together at home… not EXACTLY valima..it was sorta get together next day of barat.. I was so satisfied with my dressing.. :) all the arrangements were superb.. :)

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My Birthday::
last night I got callz from everywhere.. my friends family relatives.. almost everyone called.. u know u feel so special when someONES close to u remember ur bday.. callz u or even a SMS is worth million.. first one to wish was Samir.. he wished me like 10mints b4 12.. then my cozn.. phr soby.. bushra didn’t called, she’s in khi n well ok I understand she might not be in a position to call..or might be having some problem… anyways I understand coz she is always the first one to call.. (pahle dafa ke galti maf :d) …ehehe that’s wht I said to her on her bday.. (I wasn’t able to call her at 12 :$)

Ok next.. hmm erum sms’ed.. (thank u so so much.. I know u have problems calling at late hrs..but u remembered that’s wht counts.. :) ) .. she also called me in the morning.. phr got callz from my cousins.. friends.. got loads of sms’s as well.. hina sms’ed.. ( thanks hina..) u know u really feel loved, when someone who is not in touch remembers ur bday.. it feels great.. :) .. thanks sammah, honey, madiha, and hammad for ur sms.. (sammah just called… ) .. thank u umar zubair farrukh adnan for ur wishes.. thanks khala.. :) … thanks anum n marina.. for the gift.. thank u aunty for wishing.. n bina chachi.. I hope im not forgetting anyone.. oh yeah shagufta.. thanks dear.. :)

Oh n btw im not celebrating my bday today.. hmmm well… bushra isn’t here.. n erum will be leaving for hyd tomorrow.. so might invite all my friends after eid.. n as far as eid shopping is concerned.. I havn’t bought anything yet.. might wear valima wala suit.. let’s see anyways.. :)

Wht else wht else.. hmmm ummmmm uhmm..

Recent Read :: recently read this novel by Paulo Coelho.. “Devil and the miss prym” .. another bestseller by this author.. in this novel author has distinguished b/w good n evil so beautifully.. “a evil is an evil.. it cannot bring good into your lives.. for some time it might be fascinating.. but at the end you’ll learn that evil can not bring happiness..”


Synopsis::

A parable of good and evil. The stranger is haunted by a tragic past and arrives in the little village carrying a fortune in gold and accompanied by the devil. He confronts the youngest person of the village, the Chantal Prym. A test, the villagers must commit an evil act, a murder, to receive the reward “the gold”. The test is to prove or unprove his thesis that “given the right set of circumstances every human being on this earth would be willing to commit evil”. Chantal must decide to tell the village of the awful test, and fight her own temptation to simply take the gold and escape the stifling village. The tension builds as she and the villagers decide their actions and Coelho skillfully keeps the final outcome totally hidden until the end.

Few lines not to miss:

Life does not look back. A week is more than enough time for us to decide whether or not to accept our destiny.

Those who make promises they don’t keep end up powerless and frustrated, and exactly the same fate awaits those who believe those promises.

People want to change everything, and at the same time, want it all to remain the same.

If even God has a hell, which is his love for mankind, then any man has his hell within easy reach, and that’s his love for his family.

I am a man who walks the earth with a devil at his side, in order to drive him away or to accept him once and for all.

Ok ppl..time to wind up.. will start preparing Aftari now..Inshallah..

Take care,

- Sonia

routine stuff..October 11, 2005 12:29 am

its beeen quite a while since i updated.. im so lazy.. hmm to start off.. first of all.. Ramazan KAreem to all of u.. God bless all of us.. n our families.. my rozas r going fine Alhamdulillah..

my dadi is in hospital.. quite worried abt her.. I hope she gets well soon.. *Ameen*..

Earthquake: INNA LILLAHI WA INNA ILAIHI RAJIUN to all the victims who have passed away because of this natural disaster. it indeed is really sad.. Mony was there in margalla towers at the time of earthquake.. Thanks God he is fine.. n so he is his family..n all of my relatives..

Khi tour: i was in khi last week..for shadi shopping.. it was soo hectic.. i bought 4 suits in all.. eik for mehndi, one for barat.. one for eid..n one for my daily wear.. i still have to buy valima suit.. n am all confused..

Birthdays:

Birthday of Saleem bhai which was on 1st oct..
Tabinda..on 5th oct.. Happpy birthday to both of them.. :)

hey just 18 days to go for my bday.. :d .. :)

thoughts.., routine stuff..September 21, 2005 12:10 am

date: 21st sept..2005
time: 2:10am

am sick,, :( flu cough fever.. :(
Temp: 101F noted at 1:45am
Med: taking antibiotics

after ma aftari i went to sabiha’s engagement.. im not gonna write detailz here coz im simply feeling pathetic at the moment.. bushra wanted me to come so i had to..afterwise i was feeling damn sick.. n there i wasnt able to decide how to react…i was smiling..inside crying.. n this is wht i really abhor.. i hate facing such situations… anyways..im happy for her.. God bless her always.. n her fiance as welll..

hmm.. i donno where the hell im getting this feeling.. “i hate myself” .. somewhere somehow i have started hating myself for wht im..n for wht ppl have made me.. feeling so pitiable, awfull n fraustrated .. :( wanna write each n every feeling but i wont;.. coz this too is gonna be an issue.. i badly want someone here with me.. :( n this too is the feeling i hate.. u know this feeling crop up the feeling of “having a sister”.. i wish i had one.. :( *sigh* .. but see such a pity..i cant even express THIS feeling in front of anyone..not even my parents.. anyways.. better not ask me anything.. u ppl know how am i like..i’ll be ok soon.. and PLZ dont make this entry an issue..its just the fraustration that speaks..

anyways.. tc…babye..

poetry/quotes, routine stuff..September 13, 2005 9:17 am

my dadi is home.. Mashallah se..
my nanoo is coming nws tomorrow.. she isn’t my nano actually..she’s my cousin’s nanu.. but i really admire this lady.. her courage.. her will power. her stimina..n everything.. she has faced so much hardships in life.. His son is not supportive.. she is financially weak.. a heart patient.. but still she faces all this with so much patience n courage. i truly admire her for this.. and when she isn’t here I miss the laddu games we play.. her stories n jokes..:)

Recent watch :: Salaam namastay.. such a pathetic movie.. ok saif was good.. pretty was ok too.. songs were lovely.. Melbourne ahemm :) .. but story. Yuck!! Totally unrealistic.. !! I was expecting a lot from this movie.. but.. anyways if u still want u can waste ur 3hrs.. coz I know u will.. :p

Recent download :: recently downloaded Ustab Nusrat fetch ali’s song.. “tera bina nai lagda dil mera” .. I loveeeeeeee this song..

Phir se pyar ka dhoka khaya ja sakta tha..
dil ka kia hia dil bahlaya ja sakta tha…
kyon wapis na aya ja kar woh jane..
lekin us ke pass to jaya ja sakta tha..
gar na hota moom ke sourat dil apna..
gham ke souraj se takraya ja sakta tha..
eik tumhara sath agar mil gata to..
sarri duniya se takraya ja sakta tha..
logo ne mujrim tehraya man lia!
akhir kis kis ko samghaya ja sakta tha..
le doba jab ankho ko tufaan “Batool”
kesay dil ka shehar bachaya ja sakta tha..

~ Fakhra Batool

poetry/quotes, routine stuff..September 12, 2005 10:50 am

it rained today!!!!!!!! yaaaaaaaaaahhh.. i loveeeeee rain.. :) … it was like 12 noon when my mom woke me up.. she was like..”shonayyy beta uth jao dekho barish ho rahe hia”" .. n i was like “haeeeeeen bariissssssssh” .. then i brushed my teeth.. n went upstairs with my cousins.. had fun.. sang almost all “rain theme” songs i knew.. danced ;) ehehehe.. was sooooooooo much fun.. i wanted to go out..but my dad took the car.. :( bad luck.. then hmm i played atif’s song on my pc.. ” woh bhege bhege yadain”.. had pakoras with chai.. hayyyyyyyyee…. :)

Then my khala called me from lahore.. she saw me in her dream last night.. n was missing me.. so she just called up.. :) Loveeeee u khala.. *muaahh* ..

ok well my dadi is feeling well now..Mashallah se.. quite relaxed now.. :) she’ll be home tomorrow or day after..

phewwwwwwww.. tireed.. ok ending this entry with a ghazal.. donno the name of t he poet.. but it surely is one of my fav.

“Teray Firaq Kay Lamhay Shumaar Kartay Hoay” _____________________________________________

Teray Firaq Kay Lamhay Shumaar Kartay Hoay,
Bikhar Gay Hain Tera Intezar Kartay Hoay.

Tu Main Bhi Khush Hooon Koi Ussay Ja Kay Keh Dena,
Agar Woh Khush Hai Mujhe Beqarar Kartay Hoay.

Main Muskurata Hoa Aaenay Main Ubhar Aon GA,
Woh Ro Paray Gi Achanak Singhar Kartay Hoay.

Tumhin Khabar Hi Nahi Hai Koi Tooth Gaya Hai,
Mohabbaton Ko Bhout Paidar Kartay Hoay.

Woh Keh Rahi Thi Samandar Nahi Hain Ankhin Hain,
Main In Main Doob Gaya Aitbar Kartay Hoay.

Mujhe Kabhar Thi Kay Ab Laut Kar Na Aon GA,
Tujhko Yaad Kia Dard Par Kartay Hoay…

routine stuff..September 9, 2005 8:20 am

My DaDi (grandmother).:: she isn’t feeling well.. am tensed coz of her..
i love her so much.. hope she gets well soon.. Ameen.. :(

Fame Gurukul:: Shamit is out.. :’( it is so shocking.. its totally unbelievable..
how cud arijit do this to his shamit bhaiya.. arrghh..shamit voted out against monica..:@
damnnnnnnn these ppl.. why the hell ILA ma’am got angry on arijit,
when she was the 1st one to take sandeep in instead of shamit..
im feeling very bad for shamit.. not to mention he was my fav contestant in FG..
but anyways show has to move on.. shamittt :( now i hope arpita n rex win..

You can checkout more abt shamit by visiting the following link.. must watch “Parineeta gana wala video” n punjabi song “kava kavah”

http://famegurukul.sify.com/contestants/shamit/

Movie Watch :: I saw sarkar last night… such a nice movie..amitab was superb!!

exclusive!! :: abhijeet sawant’s “kia tujhe pata hai ke” .. so so hai..

Currently watching :: video of Incomplete by BSB.. looks more like a fuzon song.. compare the videos of “Teray bina” n “incomplete” .. copy cats.. lolz :p